07.23.09

im really sick of my sister acting like a baby.. i just want to be back at school where i dont have to deal with this.. it keeps getting worse.. and so does my grandfather.. he walked from his house to our and my grandmother didnt even notice.. =\ and he is still hallucinating: he keeps seeing people across the river and thinks people are out to get him.. he needs a doctor who give a shit bc he just keeps getting medicine after medicine.. mom wants them to move in with us.. i volunteered to move down to the basement, but now im told i dont even get to move into the spare room.. i have to just sleep out in the open down there bc she wants her desk to stay in the one room.. [there is one room down there, the rest of it is just open].. pretty much i hate it here.. i go for my license test on saturday.. idk how ill do.. i parallel parked in mom's blazer about half the time, and im testing in ben's car, which is much smaller.. last chance to practice is tomorrow night =/ idk how im gonna do it.. i have to work tomorrow.. i go in for 3 hours.. i dont understand why they have such weird hours up there.. bc i work 945 to 1245.. its so weird.. it was nice not having to work the past two days tho.. i just hate being home..