10.23.08

i dont know why i am watching true life.
i miss you.
you are the light of my life.
i love being with you.
my elbow is really hurting.
if you dont smoke you might beat your wife. lol.
i wish you were here with me.
i love you.
i love how i fit perfectly into your arms.
i love pink.
i like halloween.
i miss the firehouse.
i like flowers.
i love your smell.
purple and green are my favorite colors, but i like them all.
i want to see a few of the movies that are coming at.
i am so tired. =[
i cannot wait much longer for the weekend.

10.19.08

i wish you loved me enough to work this out.
i wish for nothing to change between us.
i wish we didnt fight.
i wish i didnt feel like this.
i wish you would just listen to me.
i wish you didnt ignore me.
i hope we are not over, yet i feel as though that is where we will end up.
i wish i was a better person so you would care if you lost me.
i wish that i did not feel so alone.

10.17.08

i wish for this weekend to be slow and leisurely.
i have a yellow band-aid.
i am in love with the most wonderful man ever.
i love music.
arizona tea kicks.
bowling for soup says "out the window."
i miss your kisses.
you give the best hugs. =]
i cant think of anything else to say.

10.15.08

you have beautiful eyes.
i need to write my paper.
i always have an amazing time with you.
i love it when you hold me.
you might not realize it but sometimes what you say really means a lot.
i love how sometimes you act like a little kid.
i love your family.
i love the little things.
i love how my hand fits perfectly into yours.
i am happy that i dont have to get up overly early tomorrow.
i love our 2am sheetz runs.
i love how you will do almost anything for me.
i have trouble comprehending why people cannot understand what i try to teach them, even though i know im not a good teacher.
i love the smell of you after a real fire.
you are perfect.
i cannot wait for our future together to unfold.

10.12.08

i am afraid that i will never really get to know my father's side of the family.
i am afraid that i may never be good enough.
i am afraid that you will get bored with me.
i am afraid that i will mess this up.
i am unsure of my future and that scares me.
i dont like the person i become when i am angry.
i hate the way i treat you sometimes.
i am afraid that i will never be financially stable.
i wish my parents would appreciate me just a little.
i hope that my children never have to go through what i went through in school.
i hate crying when you are not around to wipe away my tears.
i am happy that i said yes.
i wish for us to be together for the rest of our lives.
i can only hope that you will always be safe.
i wish my life would not wither away so fast.
i wish that i would not worry so much about you not having food.
i am glad that i helped to mend your friendship.
i really should be working on homework.
i wish i could get a hug.
i hope these next 4 hours go by fast.
i want to spend time with my grandparents but i always feel like the look down on me.
i wish to be accepted for who i am.
i love you.