23March2010

man, havent been on here in a while.. been freaking out a lot lately.. just so stressed with everything going on back home.. scared.. im torn between wanting papa to stay or let him go so he is no longer suffering.. im going to new york on saturday so hopefully i have a little de-stress time.. i have to finalize my schedule for the next year and thats pretty stressful too bc im worried i wont get enough done.. i have to study for an organic exam on friday.. i swear she just gave us one before spring break.. another epic fail, since i just bombed a quiz on this stuff.. im so glad that trauma is back on.. its one of my faves.. today and yesterday were long days.. i was stuck in lab until 4 or so yesterday and i had cell lab this morning at 8.. and i have some nsls stuff going on tonight and im just not in the mood to get up from my desk.. ill prolly have to get up soon to get supper.. blah.. i just cannot wait until easter break.. i need it dearly! but its next weekend so hopefully this week and next week fly by, but with fantastic weather (fingers crossed).. i guess im supposed to actually be blogging about something but that aint gonna happen.. my life just sucks.. it kinda helps to get my thought out, but i still restrain from putting everything down.. im not on to "share".. idk.. i guess its just how i grew up.. and now im rambling about nonsense.. so im gonna go now.. cheers lol :)

02Mar2010

boreddd.. trying to kill time before class at 230.. i wish i could talk to mom and figure out whats going on back home.. hopefully this afternoon or tonight.. i guess ben isnt feeling so hot but hopefully he feels better soon.. i cannot wait for spring break to get here.. 2.5 more days or so.. i just really need a break from school.. apparently lady gaga's music video for telephone is coming out on the 8th.. fun fact.. bio club finally decided on our tshirt.. and we picked my idea!.. not like there was any other option since no one else had one lol.. its gonna say scientists use protection and have goggles/gloves.. stuff like that.. idk what is going to happen when the seniors graduate bc im the only officer not graduating.. not sure if i should move up to president yet, but i think i will if cristina does vice, that way i have her to go to if i need some help.. still undecided.. and there is way too much drama here all the sudden, what is this?! whatever.. i just have to make it til friday, then im home free!!!