i havent been on here in a while.. not much going on.. pretty stressed out lately tho.. too many personal issues going on back home.. so being here at school and not being able to be there for the people who mean the most, its very hard :\ im also avoiding studying at all costs.. i let myself get so overwhelmed and then i have even less drive to succeed.. one of my big flaws.. hopefully the boy will call soon so that he can talk me out of this funk.. i have so much to do, so i guess i better get off of here and try to talk myself into doing it.. <3