Sunday

10.12.08

i am afraid that i will never really get to know my father's side of the family.
i am afraid that i may never be good enough.
i am afraid that you will get bored with me.
i am afraid that i will mess this up.
i am unsure of my future and that scares me.
i dont like the person i become when i am angry.
i hate the way i treat you sometimes.
i am afraid that i will never be financially stable.
i wish my parents would appreciate me just a little.
i hope that my children never have to go through what i went through in school.
i hate crying when you are not around to wipe away my tears.
i am happy that i said yes.
i wish for us to be together for the rest of our lives.
i can only hope that you will always be safe.
i wish my life would not wither away so fast.
i wish that i would not worry so much about you not having food.
i am glad that i helped to mend your friendship.
i really should be working on homework.
i wish i could get a hug.
i hope these next 4 hours go by fast.
i want to spend time with my grandparents but i always feel like the look down on me.
i wish to be accepted for who i am.
i love you.

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